Letters, No. 5

Sweetest one,

Ever since I've met you, I feel that life has evolved. I've grown to become a lot more melancholy, at times when my sea of emotions crash onto a vulnerable shore, rather than alone and unhappy. You've taught me to accept the feelings I try so hard to avoid, and feel things I need to feel. A big part of me wishes to remain in that comfortable shell, but you have made it so much easier to leave, and explore areas of my self that I'm still quite new to.

There are many things that I've always put aside, that I've always wanted to do. It could be because of my lack of discipline, or motivation. Being with you, I've found a reason to be better, to chase after the things I know would be good for me. I know I've already mentioned a few of these things to you, but I don't think you really know how much my life has changed because of you, for you. And, for me.

It excited me to think that it will continue to transform, and I hope to become someone who can be the perfect one for you. Whenever I am with you, or thinking of you, I can't help but think that you are every reason, every hope, and every deam I've ever had.

E.J.